Im Tricia. Or T you called it.I holds the right to vent my up and down here.
I am too lazy to introduce myself. Why not you discover it yourself? :)
"Lo sono bella"

I L.O.S.T YOU

I've forgotten to include something. Which is, Im a chinese. Mixed one yeah. If you happen to jump to my blog, dont be shocked because yes I understand chinese and not a big deal anymore right :)
Contact me at; Tricia_galzhotmail@msn.com

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I really want to be happy again.

Mr N left me, it really breaks me down no matter how hard I tried to be happy. Including of my family...


One friend of mine, she says she will pull me back on my right track. After saying that, she disappeared the next day...



:)
Still my dream :)
Its raining day :)


Remember I used to like raining days. But that was before I met Mr N. Because he has always been my sunshine. Now he is gone, my raining days are back to my side. Maybe that tells me when things are gone, you got to accept it.


I accept it but I just miss him. So much for no reason why.
I dont want too.


I used up one day, one night to think through what I want and what I have lost and what have I been doing.


I wasnt like this all this while. I was all up independent but now I seem to be someone relying on everyone.



I avoided everyone's call even till now. I am sorry.



I kept thinking about I really has to start afresh. And I've decided to migrate to Italy in maybe 3-5years down the road. This sound absurd. Or like a joke. But no. Im so serious about this.


I just got to earn money. Alot alot of money. And also learn how to make some savings.


Why migrate?

Because Singapore has way too much nightmares for me.

But why Italy?

Because Italy has always been a place I always wanted to visit. Be it what can I do there, I wouldnt stay here. That is the only way I can avoid every nightmare to me. Start A-F-R-E-S-H.


Finally I've gotten what I had wanted in my life. A goal in life. Something I liked it so much. Like modelling. Modelling has always never die on me even though it has this love-hate relationship with me.


Stubborn character I suspose. And so determined in getting it.

I dont know how sorry can amend to all my friends. But ya, I needed you guys so much. But I know friends would get sick of my problems one day for why I am always staying strong until now.


If I have not been picking up anyone of your call. Im sorry. I just needed some-times back to myself... :)